After a brave four year struggle with metastatic breast cancer my beloved mother Mrs Meshar Mumtaz Bano passed away this month.
It was a beautiful sunny afternoon and I was blessed to be with her during her final hours.
Photograph taken 3 months after her initial diagnosis
Words fail me as I cannot praise the Macmillan secondary breast nurse specialists Bethan Daniels and Claire Gaskell, oncologists and staff at The Christie, Manchester, St Bartholomew's, The Royal London and Whipps Cross enough who diligently cared for Mum during her most difficult days and treated her with the utmost dignity and respect.
Despite all the treatments and endless hospital appointments Mum never once complained about her illness and was always smiling.
She was a keen gardener, phenomenal chef and enjoyed travelling. She devoted her entire life to support her three children achieve their ambitions.
She was my 'Angel' and a beautiful gentle soul. I miss her dearly.
Mum enjoying her visit to Anne Hathaway's garden
Stratford-upon-Avon
Mum was a pioneer in her own right and understood the importance of supporting fairtrade and disadvantaged producers.
She religiously purchased fairtrade flowers, sugar, bananas and chocolates.
Mum supporting my humble fairtrade stall JBR, Dubai - 2011
She was very excited to see my progress and view all the new fairtrade products I had recently sourced.
I can only hope that she would have been happy to know that I will continue to campaign for Fair Trade in Dubai and the United Arab Emirates and educate more of her peers in the United Kingdom.
As I end this message I would like to take this opportunity to say that I would whole heartedly encourage all my friends and family to support a cancer organisation or volunteer their time to visit a cancer patient.
Please do not be afraid to ask a cancer patient and their carers what assistance they require as often is the case they will feel embarrassed, proud or an inconvenience to ask.
Please do consider small acts of kindness for example driving a patient to their appointment, making their favourite meal or fulfilling a wish or an ambition of their choice.
These priceless gestures will make the world of difference to their recovery.
My Night of Neon 10km walk for The Christie, Manchester
You will be rewarded tenfold.
I have attached my April 2016 Video Blog for you to view below.
Mums last visit to Dubai - February 2015
With much love and respect to other cancer patients and their families.
Sabeena
Meshar Mumtaz Bano at Edinburgh Castle - May 2014
This month my right shoulder is still very painful and I have struggled to record this vlog and type this blog.
This month I supported fairtrade fortnight 2024 and celebrated Fairtrade's 30th Anniversary.
Here is my Easy Fairtrade Cocoa and Fairtrade Bananas Recipe which I baked for Fairtrade Fortnight 2024.
I have tried my best to translate this recipe in Urdu.
یہ ہے میری ایزی فیئرٹریڈ کوکو اور فیئر ٹریڈ کیلے کی ترکیب جسے میں نے فیئر ٹریڈ فورٹ نائٹ 2024 کے لیے پکایا تھا۔
میں نے اس ترکیب کا اردو میں ترجمہ کرنے کی پوری کوشش کی ہے۔
This month I supported fairtrade fortnight 2024 and celebrated Fairtrade's 30th Anniversary.